Day 22 - Dreams + Rituals - {Project Capture Your Grief}

Day 22 - Dreams + Rituals - {Project Capture Your Grief} 

Speaking of dreams. I dreamt of several random things last night. Snakes, fires, pregnant people. All or most signaling a transition or transformation of some sort. I ask every night as I kiss my favorite picture of my sweet Emma if she will come visit me in my dreams. She has not yet. The other night I asked her for the first time to visit someone else's dreams if she wasn't going to visit me and she did. The next morning someone told me they dreamed of her and Isaac and Shade. Rituals, I kiss her picture after looking at a reel of photos I have of her on my phone. I take her bear and blanket when we go out of town. I snuggle her blanket. I always wear my bracelets and one has her name on it.  I decorate her grave every season and some in between. Her first birthday would've been this year and we got close family and friends together and lit prayer paper for her. I have a lot that I do ritualistically for her. My only dreams for my future is patience. And to have an earthly girl. And of course to fully enjoy my family and my two boys during my time here on earth. #captureyourgrief #whathealsyou