Day 14 - Express Your Heart - {Project Capture Your Grief}

Day 14 - Express Your Heart - {Project Capture Your Grief} 

I had a dream... It was that I'd have one of each. A boy and a girl. Then I wouldn't have to decide to have another child. There would be no evening up the score. Life killed that dream. I had my boy. Then I had my girl and she was taken from me before I even got to birth her. Her soul flew away on sparrows wings before I ever saw her face. I never got to see the light in her eyes. Life killed a lot of things for me- the ability to have a blissfully ignorant pregnancy. The ability to parent without anxiety. Life did give me a healing I wasn't expecting in the form of baby Isaac. He patched the Emma shaped hole in my heart, but nothing will ever fill that space. Life is never what we expected but it is what we make of it. #captureyourgrief #whathealsyou #carlymarie #projectheal