Day 17 - Secondary Losses -{Project Capture Your Grief}

Day 17 - Secondary Losses - {Project Capture Your Grief) 

Aside from what this photo says, losing a child also takes a lot from you. With them goes so much of you. I lost my innocence. I lost the ability to parent confidently. I lost trust in my own body that it could house an unborn baby and sustain a pregnancy. I lost the ability to have a normal pregnancy where I didn't worry and obsess over every little thing and stick a Doppler to my stomach obsessively. I lost the ability to conceive without obsessing over charts and temperatures and supplements. I lost the ability to be happy for people when they found out they were pregnant Or when they had their baby. I lost a lot of control over my emotions and mental health. As if losing a baby isn't bad enough, that's just not all that goes with it. #captureyourgrief #projectheal