Sometimes my feelings actually do get hurt. I do a lot of crying these days. Over Emma mostly. And guilt for not being able to enjoy life, or Shade, or my family like i once used to.
Just because nobody sees it..doesnt mean it doesnt happen. I hide it for a reason. I hate being vulnerable and it seems like thats all i do nowadays. And if its not from my grief, its because of some insensitive act from someone who should know better.
Seems like when i am truly trying my best to do good and be nice....thats when i get kicked in the face.
Its whatever though.
My heart cant break any more than it already is. Maybe just into more pieces.
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