today
Its spring now. I should be flourishing. Aside from the fact that today is a gloomy rainy day, supposed to be 70 degrees, and its rainy and gloomy. What a waste.
The whole no job thing is getting to me. I should've never taken the job at the VA. IT screwed me. I would probably be equally as miserable, still on night shift, hell maybe on days, but at least I would have a job. I probably wouldn't be pregnant though. All things happen for a reason. I need ways to stay positive, as I worry about what bill to pay and when and how. I'm considering cutting out some of my own organs I can live without to sell on the black market. 1 lead today, but thats it and its probably quite possibly, the best lead so far as far as probability of hire. i won't discuss it for now, because i'm not exactly EXCITED about it. :\ but its a job. and hopefully if something does come of it, it will work with my weddings I have scheduled in May and my vacation in June and the other wedding I have scheduled.
anyway... Shade has been on a ghost busters kick. randomly singing "there's something strange, in the neighborhood..." and "i ain't afraid of no ghost!" he is not interested in the movie. just the theme song. he also has been carrying around a stethoscope and listening to random body parts, to say "that's good" or "that's great!" when he finishes listening, like what you'd hope to hear from your doc when he or she finishes listening to your heart/lungs. lol. Tommy posted this a few days ago:
"Here is my Shade story for the day. Shade walks up to me with a stethoscope and puts it on and puts the end over my heart and listens for a minute.
Shade: That sounds good.
Me: what does it sound like?
Shade: ummm..a duck...OR..a marshmallow man."
He also at some point told Tommy he was a giant.
He has been carrying around half of a walnut or something. I found it when we went hiking a couple weekends ago with Robert & Paula. I had originally said it looked like a pig's nose. Or Kevin Bacon's nose pre plastic surgery. So he carries it around, and calls it his bacon nose. He even will sleep w/ it on occasion. lol. "theres something strange in the name of hood. it was twinkle twinkle little star." ... he says the most random things. perhaps my fav, is a song I made up to the tune of "are you sleeping brother john" ...
Mommy loves you, mommy loves you
Yes she does! Yes she does!
Mommy really loves you, mommy really loves you...
so so much! so so much!
And now he sings it sometimes. and it melts me!!
Shade, what are you doing?
I'm trying to roll my pants up, because someone is at my house.
Couple the silly things he says right now, and the 23958 cuts and bruises on his little legs, he is a hoot. He's had two black eyes in the past few weeks. Sometimes he can be hard to handle, his 2 year old 'fits' which are not allowed, can be difficult to work through.
I have this class this weekend...emergency medical course or something. I had to order a BLS book and my own one way valve CPR mask... which I assume at some point will be useful, but I was like, why do they not provide this stuff? I will be gone ALL day (9am-5pm so the schedule says) to Richmond. Gas all the way out there and back, kill me. The only thing I am mildly excited about is the fact I may be able to get starbucks and find a local goodwill and try to scope out some maternity crops/shorts. Maybe. If i get out of class in time.
This BSN class is so crappy. Its so stupid. Like, literally BS!! This group project. which is by far, my least fav homework or assignment (even more so than the scholarly paper) is killing me. I could literally finish it in like 10 minutes but I just hate it if that makes sense. I have class this evening. Don't know if I'll go. May just add my part to the case study and go on about it. We're not giving the presentation today anyway just have to be in class to listen to her read a bunch of bs powerpoints off. And she never puts any grades up! Like I have one grade from the VERY first assignment this semester. And we only have a couple more things to do, I think besides the homework I finished early last week, and this case study, we have to read an article and comment on it via blackboard. :| Its so lame.
All I want to do is go hide from this rain!!
The whole no job thing is getting to me. I should've never taken the job at the VA. IT screwed me. I would probably be equally as miserable, still on night shift, hell maybe on days, but at least I would have a job. I probably wouldn't be pregnant though. All things happen for a reason. I need ways to stay positive, as I worry about what bill to pay and when and how. I'm considering cutting out some of my own organs I can live without to sell on the black market. 1 lead today, but thats it and its probably quite possibly, the best lead so far as far as probability of hire. i won't discuss it for now, because i'm not exactly EXCITED about it. :\ but its a job. and hopefully if something does come of it, it will work with my weddings I have scheduled in May and my vacation in June and the other wedding I have scheduled.
anyway... Shade has been on a ghost busters kick. randomly singing "there's something strange, in the neighborhood..." and "i ain't afraid of no ghost!" he is not interested in the movie. just the theme song. he also has been carrying around a stethoscope and listening to random body parts, to say "that's good" or "that's great!" when he finishes listening, like what you'd hope to hear from your doc when he or she finishes listening to your heart/lungs. lol. Tommy posted this a few days ago:
"Here is my Shade story for the day. Shade walks up to me with a stethoscope and puts it on and puts the end over my heart and listens for a minute.
Shade: That sounds good.
Me: what does it sound like?
Shade: ummm..a duck...OR..a marshmallow man."
He also at some point told Tommy he was a giant.
He has been carrying around half of a walnut or something. I found it when we went hiking a couple weekends ago with Robert & Paula. I had originally said it looked like a pig's nose. Or Kevin Bacon's nose pre plastic surgery. So he carries it around, and calls it his bacon nose. He even will sleep w/ it on occasion. lol. "theres something strange in the name of hood. it was twinkle twinkle little star." ... he says the most random things. perhaps my fav, is a song I made up to the tune of "are you sleeping brother john" ...
Mommy loves you, mommy loves you
Yes she does! Yes she does!
Mommy really loves you, mommy really loves you...
so so much! so so much!
And now he sings it sometimes. and it melts me!!
Shade, what are you doing?
I'm trying to roll my pants up, because someone is at my house.
Couple the silly things he says right now, and the 23958 cuts and bruises on his little legs, he is a hoot. He's had two black eyes in the past few weeks. Sometimes he can be hard to handle, his 2 year old 'fits' which are not allowed, can be difficult to work through.
I have this class this weekend...emergency medical course or something. I had to order a BLS book and my own one way valve CPR mask... which I assume at some point will be useful, but I was like, why do they not provide this stuff? I will be gone ALL day (9am-5pm so the schedule says) to Richmond. Gas all the way out there and back, kill me. The only thing I am mildly excited about is the fact I may be able to get starbucks and find a local goodwill and try to scope out some maternity crops/shorts. Maybe. If i get out of class in time.
This BSN class is so crappy. Its so stupid. Like, literally BS!! This group project. which is by far, my least fav homework or assignment (even more so than the scholarly paper) is killing me. I could literally finish it in like 10 minutes but I just hate it if that makes sense. I have class this evening. Don't know if I'll go. May just add my part to the case study and go on about it. We're not giving the presentation today anyway just have to be in class to listen to her read a bunch of bs powerpoints off. And she never puts any grades up! Like I have one grade from the VERY first assignment this semester. And we only have a couple more things to do, I think besides the homework I finished early last week, and this case study, we have to read an article and comment on it via blackboard. :| Its so lame.
All I want to do is go hide from this rain!!
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